Adventures in Absence

so.

it feels like ages since i've had anything to contribute to cyberspace, but in truth it's only been a couple of weeks. funny what can happen in a few weeks....or not happen, but still feel so heavy. i'm very tired. even with all of the "boring" that my life has been recently, i still have managed to be exhausted most of the time.

i was reminded earlier about my past obsession with "before and after" moments, and it's starting to feel like the next few days might drop another one of mine at my feet. i'm not ready for it. i don't know...maybe i am...maybe i'm just scared...maybe i need to suck it up and accept what's coming like an adult.

i don't know that i have anything worthwhile to contribute beyond this....perhaps more later.

Peace Be